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Monday, August 22, 2022

You control yourself

As upset as you feel. You are not really Kathy. And you can put her on the right track. You stay in your car and drive away. “First things first” you put an upbeat song while you drive. Something that makes you feel good. 

You dance a little while driving. Every time you did something in Steve’s body, his personality changed, maybe you should do the same for Kathy. “Asshole!” You yell to the guy that almost hit your car. “This is going to be harder than I thought” you tell yourself. 

You park outside a bar, and decide to go in. Inside you have a couple of drinks. “Who to make out with?” You ask yourself. “Geek, goody two shoes, strong but dumb, loaded with money, and good with bed” you realize you are judging every guy at the bar. Kathy would have chosen the guy with lots of money, or the one that must be good in bed. But you want to fix Kathy’s life. So, you choose the geek. 

He looks bored, not talking to anybody. You buy a drink, and walk towards him, “hello” you say. He just smiles. “Why the sad face? You don’t like this bar?” You ask him. “Is it that easy to read me?” He asks. “Well yeah, but out of all the guys here, you are the only one that I find interesting” you flirt with him. “What are you drinking?” You ask him, “coke” he says. “I’ll tell you what, if you order a tequila shot, i’ll go play some games at the arcade across the street” you propose. “You like video games?” He asks. “Are you kidding me? I suck at them, but I love them!” You tell him. He drinks the tequila shot and you both go to the arcade. 

You have the best time, you both laugh, and for the first time in ages, you don’t behave like a bitch. He wants to kiss you, but he is too shy to do so. You take the lead and kiss him. He blushes. “Hey handsome, this is our first date, so that’s as much as you are going to get from me” you tease him. 

You may as well hop out of Kathy right now. But she might take advantage of him. Or you may teach her to be a good girl. 

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